Medication

I have always had a low tolerance to any kind of medication and this would be my cross to bear for a long time to come. I was given pills to help with my depression but the side effects were only making things worse. I was constantly in a state of dizziness already with my balance being impaired and the medication only enhanced it. The pain killers for my migraines left me in a zombie like state and I was feeling worse all the time. After trying 6 different meds for depression my doctor finally had some success.

I kept thinking that the worse had happened and things could only get better. This was just not true. I was becoming ever more aware that nothing would ever be the same again. I felt lost, hopeless, confused and guilty. I was so dedicated to my job that I starting feeling very guilty that I had not gotten back to work. I urge everybody to NOT walk down this road until you are ready because it can and will cause damage all on its own.